wow

wow.. tonight has been amazing. his kisses are incredible.. his lips, his skin, his body, his touch. him. wow.
dan.
and i've fallen for him so hard. yet, i've fallen with him, I think. when we were walking to my car after the movie, arms around eachother andholding hands, his other hand reached over in a gesture that made me think that he likes me a lot too.
but... he's so damn sexy. how'd i get a sexy guy like this?

although, he did say that my eyes are beautiful...

but his.. are so incredibly powerful. so intense. so vivid in my mind. looking into mine, inquiring, reaching. his gaze, reserved for certain few people. i, lucky among men. even luckier among women.

*sigh*
earlier i felt like shouting to the world, dancing, and generally freaking out from the joy and glee inside of me. but now, i'm content. content to fall asleep contemplating everything.

i'm not sure if we're together or not. i don't even care much as long as i'm the only one he's doing any of this with... and i think that i am... i don't see him as the type to play others.. although, it's happened before... but.. not with this one..

he wasn't even sure if he should ask me to dance because an ex was at that dance-y thing. understndably so, but still... i meantioned that it was the guy that had broken up with me.. and then he asked. and Then we danced.


but it feels so natural. so free. so... right.
*sigh*(so many sighs when on ths subject... mm)

anyways. time not to dwell on these things. all that would get me is less sleep and more words. i don't need more words, but i do despirately need more sleep....

*yawn*
'night!