i hate not haveing my glasses.
can't concentrate on anything.
can't even stay on the computer for any length of time.
can't even do my homework readings. now, that's despirate for me to be attempting that because nothing else is working.
eff.

and the roommate's been on the phone for Hours. it's been bout 2 hours on it with her parents and a few more with her bf earlier tonight. and he just lives like a few blocks away i think.

but...
frick.
ooh! she's effin finally off the phone now.

anyways. dan might be stopping by to see me. but he might not... hopefully he does. i'd really like to see him tonight. especially with this newfound, impossible to fill boredom. and "frustration" won't help. it's a frustrating task and project in itself.

ugh.
i'm so tired of not having my glasses.. i find myself staring into the space that my laptop always occupies when it's not on my lap as i'm writing this.
blank/neutral places are the best for my eyes to rest on right now.
but that still frustrates me.


i'm basically ready to give up on everything.
absolutely everything.

boredom coupled with the inability to concentrate on anything at all is a horrible combination.
and it's making me stir-crazy.
feels like i have ADD.

no wonder they thought i had that. this is such a frustrating and wierd feeling.

i'm quite pissed at my brain and my head right now. that i have to go thru this. the frustration kills me. truely, it is killing me slowly. and frustrating me entirely.
Ugh!!!

anyways, time for krista to get out of her crumpled, full room.
hopefully that'll solve somehting..