heh.

he asked me out
He asked me out!
it hasn't really sunk in... that i now have a bf. and it won't. not until i see him next or we're referred to as bf/gf.
but i don't think anything much will change anyways. besides that we've sorta committed to eachother.. sorta. not, like looonnnnng-term. just, for now. we're dating. and... yeah..

the hottest guy that i have Ever had the pleasure of meeting is now my BF! holy crikey.

it's sorta tainted by the fact that he asked me over the phone and by the fact that he wouldn't ask me earlier today. and also, it's tainted by the fact that at that moment i had just been talking on the phone with my parents about losing my glasses. sadly, he on his last "minute" on his cell, so he couldn't talk long.
and he doesn't seem to like useing his land line for some odd reason..
and he was going to make me wait until wednesday to ask me out or something. without giving me a reason. or an explanation. then i texted him this evenin somehting about how i'd wait because he'd helped me last night.
and he called me. out of the blue. asking me out. after saying he couldn't this morning cause he might have to take it back by wednesday. yet he asked me anyways tonight.

confusing, much?

heh.

anyways, i'm off to sleep. once again. so that i can get up early. and get shit sorted out. and do some art shit i didn't do this weekend.
and get all showered and feeling better.
hopefully things start working out for the better soon.

i've gotta get back in touch with the big guy upstairs... since i left the lds church i've been as far from 'im as i could be. now's time to compromise and get back in touch a little.


tryin to think positive
tryin to hope.
<3

oh yeah. p.s. - forgot to mention. the glasses are lost for good as far as i know. not in the purse. not at cassie's. not in the lost and found at sh's. i'll go to sh's to check that one out for sure tho. but, if they're not there, then that chick took them. prolly thought they were sunglasses. effing idiot. prolly won't even work like sunglasses for her.

now i must get a pair of sunglasses. and call the optometrist. and the tester person. and.. and... ugh.
must remember: think positive. think positive.