danced with an attractive black guy named T
that man can dance! ooooh.
makes me wish i was actually attracted to black men, cause this man...
mmmm hmmm
he'd be fine in the bedroom


hahahaha


also found out that dan was possibly making me wait till he could dump his last girl or something like that.

i'm asking him for the truth sometime soon

i won't sleep with him before then.

because i want the truth.
and i will stare him down.
and stand up for myself to know the truth. and, in that, i'll prove that i can stand up for myself.

even against him.

i dunno how or if that'll change anything..

he still hasn't picked up on my personality apparently. i'm indecisive with many things, but with those that are important, i am Very decisive.

but he didn't make me wait after i'd told him i would. so.... hmm... ? *shrug*

but, there are other guys. i won't find them at the club, but they do exist
such as philosophy guy.

and, i know i can go it alone, too. i don't need to be with a guy. i don't even need to be with the guy i'm with all the time. i just need to know that he still does want to see me sometimes, despite not being able to all the time.

*sigh*
time to get ready for work. hopefully work goes well and isn't too much torture. hopefully supper w/dad goes well also. and hopefully asking the question goes decently...