survival? pfft..

i dunno if i'll survive this week.
today i had/have to pay tuition, rent, finish a project that shoulda been done thursday.
had class 1:30-3:50
and now have to work 6-11(so basically that takes from 5:30-11:30)
it's almost 5 right now. and i am going to shower because i feel absolutely disgusting right now cause i didn't shower this morning.
i have absolutely no "Me" time this week.

i'm working 6-11 every night besides wednesday and saturday i work 2-6.
i dunno bout sunday or Turkey Day....

but, seriously, wednesday i can work any time during the day.
tomorrow and thurs are gunna be hell to get out of class and rush to work for. and it leaves no effin time for me to do homework, readings, shower, relax, or clean. much less time to socialize.

so, no time for the bf this week
and no time for friends
and no time for me

time to go into automatic
follow my time schedules to the "T"
forget about myself
forget about anything but what i Have to do.

and only do the bare minimum of that.




hell


help...


me..




i
feel
like
screaming



*deep breath*


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..
...
*sigh*