turkey day

i'm writing a blog on turkey day. or rather, my parents version of turkey day.
turkey lunch. yum.

tired.
making a roast with dan sometime.
should be yummy/interesting. a definite adventure.

he texted me(after i caved and texted him) "Hey happy thanksgiving beautiful. Miss ya lots"

*sigh*
depression setting in right now. must eat a little and take my pills.

the ultimate gift
bits of which i already have. as most people do normally. but rich sob's with too much money available must learn/gain/find.

so....
i am feeling depressed.
as i have been a few times when around my family/away from my place.
it sucks.
cause i associate it to not being around the bf. when really, that's not true. i dunno what it is. but i'm not used to being around the same people for extended periods of time.

anyways.
get to see dan again tomorrow night hopefully.
i'm coming home in the evening sometime, i think. and he's the same, i think.
and so he said i'll see you then, then? or something like that.
and i said; for sure. and then asked if he'd like to make a roast with me
yes, yes he would.
so we shall make a roast together. when neither of us have ever made one before.


but for now. a little bit of turkey and some sleep is in orded. yes, definitely some sleep...

*sigh*
and hopefully some better(and less odd) dreams as well...