Facebook 'poke' leads to awkward one-nighter - Features

Facebook 'poke' leads to awkward one-nighter - Features

oh my....
wow

reminds me of..... me n paul.. slightly. yet, not at all. well, rather, it was just awkward at times


but, yeah...
he's my lover now. nighttime companion. friend. nothing more relationship wise.

but sleepovers,
great sex,
awesome converstation,
and late nights.

maybe i'll be able to try getting high and spending a night with him
that would be pretty awesome.

tonight i see him... probably..



also,
i've resolved to be single for months. for a while. until i know myself, am happy with myself as i am, and don't need anyone to feel complete.
I'll get to know men/guys before I date them. Coffee will not Be a date. coffee is getting to know someone.
They won't see my place, I will not see theirs.

i need to know what i Do want in someone. Not what I don't.
And, I don't need ryan. I don't Need Paul. but.. he's such a good friend now.. It's pretty amazing. He knows I jump into things, head first and without thinking. which often makes me fall headoverheals then crash to the ground...


but, yeah
been poking a guy on facebook i've seen and dm't on hn. he keeps poking me back and such.. very interesting. from yorkton... ick. but that's just cause of corey i feel that way.*cough*controllingasshole*cough*

annnnnyways...

sculpture again. yay for burning plastic fumes........

yeah right
lol