i... frick. people suck. i told cory i liked him today. then get a random text from a girl that says i should leave him alone cause he spent the weekend with her.
fuck. and he couldn't have just told me that himself? life sucks.
a lot.
and i miss the intimacy i had with dwayne. i miss it so very much.... the honesty, the sincerity, the closeness... i don't have that with anyone else.
it hurts so much... but i guess i gotta do it alone. and learn to start thinking of guys as only friends and not as someone who likes me or finds me attractive. i'm insecure, yet i tend to think everyone likes me. wierd as that is.
frick. fuck. god. damnit. muther. fucker.
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