If i knew I could wake up
would wake up
in time,
for my alarms, for life,
I would sleep.
But I'm stuck with my eyes open,
wide open.
hopeing for dreams,
dreaming of dreams,
soon to wash over me.
take over me
envelope me in their pillowy softness
embrace me in the arms of comfort

the utter blackness,
full of light
of life
of hope
dreams


i dream..

i drift and i sink and i fall and i fumble
for dreams


sleep..

dreams....