Friday, April 4, 2008

as i sit on imvu, talking to a boy from seattle... i find myself hoping he is as attractive as i imagine him...

*drumming my fingers along your sides brushing my lips against your ear taking your hand once whispering softly* rest....

that is why...
that is always why....

but i worry... that he... is some nerdy pastey white boy...

and i deserve more... so much more.. than that.

and i wish for it. for him. to be real. to be as incredible in real life as he seems on there.. but there are no possible guaruntees.... and i worry... and i worry... and i dream and hope and... oh god, i even pray... to find him... and to hold strong to my convictions... despite temptation... or maybe because of temptation....

oh god, i don't know anymore...
i just don't know..

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