what i'm wanting to send to tyler...

never mind.... got it outa my system... even got a little orgasm out.. wow.. just... wow.... and i couldn't even touch myself cause... well, time of the month.... i just had a breathing, intense orgasm....
wow..
in so many ways....
wow.

I just... I can hardly believe it... Incredible. he is... we are.. wow.

and he's so inexperienced, it's adorable. so cute. just, like... doesn't see how my hair down there could touch him anyways.... that speaks volumes in and of it'self. Hehe. But, wow, i heart him. i love him. i'm in love with him.
i couldn't tell him i love him though... just too soon for that.

but... yeah, he thinks moving here'd be a relief. lol well at 23 calls in a day there i'd say so.
like, holy cow. hahaha.
he's frickin busy. and i, in comparisson, am not. lol

but, yeah, i mean..... i'm just.... wow

that he'd even Think of coming to see me. Like, wow. but leaving all that behind... i can't even imagine...


wow

but the sex would be... out of this world.... out of body experience almost, maybe..
hugging would be amazing..
kissing.. mmm....
hearing his voice... every day... wow, i would love that so much... more than anything, i think...

but, yeah, must go washroom then sleep. rarg. wayyyy too late to be going to sleep... ugh.
er, rather.... early, i suppose... lol